Monday

MY THROAT HURTS LIKE A BITCH.
AND I CAN'T BREATHE.
AND I FEEL LIKE SHIT.

slept 3/4 of the day. I don't think I'm going anywhere so soon.

Sunday

Sister's Online Shop.

To you female readers out there!

Do visit my sister's online store here!


That's me. :)

Please help spread the word about the site, to anyone.
Your help is much appreciated.

Pissing off la.

Will you please understand that I HAVE TO GO UP EVERY MORNING AND DOUBLE CHECK ON WHETHER YOU WAKE UP OR NOT (which is annoying), clean the dining table every night and when I ask you to help. You still sit there reading the stupid newspaper, being a pig or on your iPod. And leave all your documents on the dining table.

You say give and take. I AM GIVING AND TAKE.

Wanna use the computer then say nicely la. No need to use words like, "YOU USE HOW MANY HOURS ALREADY? LET ME USE LA!" I got say don't wanna let you use meh?

Apart from that, thanks for the meal yesterday.

I think this mood swing thingy is all caused by the holidays. The balance of happy and sad is now imbalanced wtf.

I miss being surrounded by happy people in school. I miss saying hi to random people in school. I miss walking to the toilet in between lesson breaks and peeping into other classes. I miss hanging out every Friday after school already. I miss being left alone because everyone else has duty or meeting. I miss pissing teachers off. I miss my friends. I miss sharing food with my friends. I miss playing pranks on people. I miss wishing that this particular person would fall down on his head. I miss getting chocolate cake from my class teacher every now and then. I miss accounts tuition. I miss having assembly every morning. I miss annoying the prefect taking care of our line. I miss complaining about how retarded the school is with their school rules. I miss the Kanak-kanak Ribena. I miss school.

Yesterday night was one of my worst nights in 2009. Even worse than worrying on whether my friend was angry at me. I cried to sleep last night and I think I slept at 2. I cried harder listening to music. I skipped watching my favourite team playing.

I thank god I feel better today.

Friday

last public post. for now.

i am privating my blog as i think only a part of this world deserves to know what i do everyday.

i need to avoid myself from 11 year old people reading my blog and spilling out every single shit to their parents.

i need to stop this particular stalker from stalking my blog.

i need to stop retarded people from flaming my cbox.

i need to wake you up, and tell you it isn't enough just watching me from a distance.

i am not comfortable with certain people reading my blog.

if you think you deserve to read my blog, then do leave your email at the cbox and do check your email often to check whether you received the invite.

kthxbye.

ps, is it cool to be a girl gamer? :P

Thursday

kiss my sass

good night loves.

i have this problem of posting multiple entries a day so deal with it. x.

do i wait till i get for a response or what. i can't take it anymore. its been too long. too long since i had a proper person to talk to about practically everything. i just realized. i could never feel that comfortable around someone. and yet feel so. cemas.

could this be the one?

CARROT


apa kata saya? HAHA :P

I ate like a pig today - oh, thats everyday.



you lots, guys. :')

Second last day of school. Reached school just in time to board the bus to SEGi College for some Add Maths and Physics seminar. I swear I was dying. In the bus, May was offering Tim Tam to everyone. Reached there and we were the first school to arrive. *claps* Took our seats and found out that we were an hour early. So what did we do? Camwhore and listened to music. Survived Add Maths but Physics was a god damn bore. I started doodling on the paper given and had my own little picnic. Do forgive me.

Sry May Yen, I can't draw you. :(

Favourite fruit, ever and ever HAHA. :)

After that it was time to go back to school. Initial plan was to go to Subway or Dominos to have lunch but the bus driver was being a bitch. Uncle, if you happen to read this someday. Fuck you for like, departing when we were halfway through the bus, not even sit down yet. Nearly fell down. The other government school people stared at us like freaks and were whispering about how ugly our uniforms were. I know, but serious shit, at least we behave better than you? We're not the spoilt brats you were gossiping about. Camwhored on the buss, and waved to other cars like weirdos.

Reached school and camwhored in class with Gary. He's leaving for KDU (although Uncle Kok says it isn't true). HEHE, he was really sporting today. Had a mini class party to ourselves. Love always, 4 Science 1. Although some people do really piss me off. Heh. And Terrrryyyyy! You missed the fun. :( The pictures are with the others. A bunch of form 2s really made my day today, although I could get into more trouble haha. But yeah, they should have said that phrase they were saying LOUDER.

To the juniors, do appreciate your time in your class. Back then, we didn't have to separate from the best of friends cause we would be able to stay in the same class, except once. But I guess, this teaches you guys to bond among one another from all classes and stay so united. Have fun tomorrow, last day of schooooool. No matter Cekap or Cemerlang it doesnt matter, does it? All that matters is your friends so, have a grt time. x.

FORM 5, here I come? :(

I don't wanna go to some Interact Conference in Seremban. But I am going I think? =_= Geramnya.

After school Uncle Kok came up to me:
"Wah, really blue eyes wor! Blue eyed white dragon. What blen you use ah?"
"WHAT. in the world are you saying Uncle Kok?"

p/s :I'm so stuffed. My class teacher is love, did I tell you that? Please stay for one more year, and stay as our class teacher.

today is a good good day!

lots of love. xx.

Wednesday

On to the next one.



Nothings better than having a great time with friends. :)

Just sitting down there and chilling out and making everyone crack up, it's fun. :) Thanks for everything guys.

Tuesday

Had fun today although it was just sitting down there. :)

This year has been the best year out of my 4 years of high school, and I think next year would be a tough year catching up in academics. Like so they say, form 4 = honeymoon year. Now I get what they mean. Am I the only one who had so much fun in form 4? Although with the heavy workload.

Again I'm going to start about meeting new people and throwing out old ones. Not like I forgot my old friends or anything, but just plucking out weeds from the grass? (is there a such idiom WTF) There are some people who just ain't worth it. They don't realize your efforts and don't care about any of your feelings at all. Or at least understand. Its damn easy to put a smile on my face, even something small could make me smile like an idiot. But the smallest things can also make me angry? Or paranoid.

Carnival Day was awesome possum. I ate and drank alot. Except that the bubble in the PRS stalls wasnt bubble tea pearls. Blah, I'm craving for green apple bubble tea right now. Helped with the song requests thingy by the librarian. At first there wasn't a single person but then when few people started requesting, more and more people came. Few sweet dedications. Heh heh.

This year zoomed pass super fast laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I don't want it to end so fast. I don't want high school to end now. I see that it's different in college. :'( Sigh. And what if, what if the end of the world is really 2012? Okay I shan't go into that any deeper.

T__________T bimbo mode la now. sorry.

This weekend gonna go out again, since Dad and Ma have a wedding dinner to attend to in Klang. :O

Sigh, what rubbish am I typing.

Anyhow today was fun. :)

Carbonara roti john banana fritters sirap limau, sirap pearl, famous amos, chee cheong fun.

Gee i feel like a pig.

Monday

this second this hour this everyday.

Hello guys. :)

Went out on Sunday with Aini, May Yen, Illi, Chi Shun and Anis to OU. Actually Anis was supposed to go out with her friends but apparent they all bailed out on her. (tsk, carrot, tsk,) Reached there at eleven and bought tickets for The Time Travellers Wife. The line was so long. The movie was good although I didn't get some parts and Chi Shun ruined Aini's moment. :P Had Chocolate Cake at Delicious. Like I said, HAPPY HAPPY WEEK! :D Tried crispy fried mushrooms too and they were so daaamn goood. :)

Saw Nicole, Aida and some other people. Walked around and went to Cotton On, we made Chi Shun try shades on but tak sempat take a picture. :( Didn't get my shorts because I hesitated. Window shopped for a bit. Hmm, apparently Aini loves low fat and fat-free goods.

Anis: They're just lyingg! They're just lying.

Had fun. Everyone left at 5 while I left at 6. I bought jaffa cakes from Marks & Spencers. And walked around OU alone for few rounds while waiting for parents to pick me up. Didn't get anything la, cause will feel guilty. I hesitated on spending on food. Tell me what am I saving the money for? :(

Went to Shah Alam for dinner. It sucked. =_= I hate having nothing to do there. Texted Piggy and he said he was busy eating crab. Blah, had coffee liquor and was still maintaining. Then had to go pick Wei up from Subang Airport at 9.20pm. So left Shah Alam at 8.50pm. Wait babi long. The Fireflyz plane only arrived at 10pm. Meanwhile ditched Ma for Pa in the parking. Bought a grande mocha frap at Starbucks with freeeeeee FREE CREAM. The guy was being nice because they had no business? :P Couldn't sleep when I got back home.

Wei bought tons of stuffs from Phuket.

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Nothing much happened today except being ditched by Ahmad. Thank you Ahmad!! :P

=_=

Bio results were horrible. BYE.

You can already tell that my day was retarded.